My Actifit Report Card: February 5 , Not Spring, Love, Or Cherry Blossom!

Hello my dear friends …
Today, when i feel like doing something healthy to myself for once, the worlds be like “Nope. Not today, darling!”
This afternoon, i planned to go to the beach with my friends to watch the sunset. When i already finished getting ready, the rain come pouring in my friend’s area that make them cant go out. I already booked a grab bike, luckily i can cancel them since the driver is not arrived yet in my place. Its sad and i feel bad for the driver. I dont know if i can do something to compensate that, but i sent my biggest prayer for the driver. May today be his lucky day.

Anyway, the sunset plan failed. So, i decided to do some exercises to myself. Its a good exercise because its an afternoon walk to the laundry. I can get some exercise and get my laundry at the same time. Its good right? Yes, i thought so. So, i went out from my place with such a good weather. There’s no sign that the weather will go bad at all. I predicted the walk to the laundry from my place will took around 20- 25 minutes since its pretty far. Half way through it, the weather getting worse and worse. Its raining a little and i dont have any other choice other than take a shelter. Where? In the coffee shop.

So, what about this “Not Spring, Love, Or Cherry Blossom” thing?
I listened to this song while i was working in the coffee shop. I know the meaning of the song by heart since i listened to this song for thousand times already. Somehow, maybe the weather influenced me to have such a gloomy heart but i feel related to this song a lot. I think that this song can describe my feeling right now, lol, quite sad. Maybe because its almost spring now and this song is such a spring anthem so my heart became more melancholic.

Let me share some of the lyrics that i feel really related to me in this song :

“There’s no one who walk with me, holding hands with me, the sweet spring wind is so mean to me.” As everyone might already know, i am now traveling by myself. I am basically alone without family, friends, or lovers. When i walk in the roads, it became even apparent how lonely i am right now.

“Everyone but me is in love, singing spring songs” aint it true. Whenever i opened my social media, all i can see is love. Well, i am truly and deeply happy to my friends and family that have a lot of happiness in their life and i never wish less for them but its still just remind me how lonely i am in some part of my hearts .

I will linked the song below for people that interested with the song. The song is really nice for a chilling song and all about this song just screamed “spring” with such a cheerful beat eventhough the lyrics is pretty sad 😅😅😅

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