I used to always have a hard time starting my day. Just beginning any of my writing. The very moment I sit down and put pen to paper, the immense amount ideas I wanted to write down just suddenly stop. My mind turns as blank as the paper I am staring at, and this is frustrating to me. Same goes for when I want to start anything productive. Motivation to begin was hard.
However, once I do have it going, I tend to find out that I am more inclined to continue nonstop and be more consistent in the works than most people I have met and this boggled my mind for sometime as to why that was.
Where did this energy from within stem from and why is it sometimes that I have more somedays than others?
I had to find out. Something interesting about the human body and source of energy, had me thinking that I was going to find something new about myself. When I did found out, it was low point in my life and at the same time one of the highest for I finally knew what it was and what I had to change. Abstention from the physical orgasm.
It was remarkable to find how almost all of creation was connected to sex. 9 is the most powerful number and it is 9 that is connected to sex.
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My ears are bigger baby girl. Let me give you a swirl around the solares plexus. Hurl you into the wind while lucylin watches next to us with his beady black soul piercing eyes. Take off our desguise, yes? Beneath our monkey skin we find the devil within. The red man who wears no face and no disgrace to trace. The sun cycles around this place while rivers flow towards the west mountains with high grace. I have seen what lies at the base, in the eyes of my kin I did not sin, for I am el fin and in the beginning, the lies we were told makes my stomach hurl. Never throw your pearls at swine and never eat pig at the time to dine, otherwise we won't again be pine at the top of the tree line.