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My mum is really sick and at hospital for one year now , i take care of her as much as i can but last month she started to go down more and more , she now does not recognize me anymore . I must stay now on her side 24/7 before she pass away .
Doctors said it is white death , two deaths in one as she is already dead but will die again .
She used to have so much energy and positivity and looking at her now breaks my heart in thousands pieces .
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If Blurt rises it will help me pay for all she needs and later on funerals as i have also to prepare emotionally for that .
Those are very intense times i knew were coming but we are never prepared enough .
I basically look at her dying 24/7 and me being a healer ( within osteopathy naturopathy scope ) is double pain .
Losing a parent is heavy and i had the chance to be gifted with two mums after my parents divorced .
First mum died exactly a year ago that is also why i am writing this post in her memory and now my second one is going away too .
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Maybe when we are old and everyone died life is just another day . But i havent climbed the mountain yet so i will see on the other side when i get there if i ever get there .
For now i have not much smiles to give and i am exhausted but i thank you for your beautiful words , thank you @faeren for the sunshine you are and for all of you who are always compassionate and nice and all of you who make this world a better world.
I offer all my gifts and services for free , i make money only in trading but i just cant focus anymore . I wish i could be more present in blockchains but i am not an amazing blogger anyway .
I love photographies but i dont have a camera and no more phone right now since it broke .
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Hug your loved ones even though i believe we should all hug and love eachother , even if sometimes it sounds impossible .
I made and brought her this soup
Veggies , garlic , oignons , pastas , eggs , ginger .
She loved it because food in hospital is awful , she told me thank you miss you are beautiful 😐
May love show us the way ❤️
Take care of yourself
Opidia
Actually, this is a great use case for Blurt, a memorial for our loved ones so they can live on forever immutable. Sorry for your loss and wish you peace, love and happiness. Try get through it the future will be better.
I will try and pray for a better future 🪸
Thank you for being always a nice human being ✨☀️
My dear beautiful soul, life unfolds in phases. We experience high and low moments, joyful and sorrowful moments, and the likes. The most important thing for us is what we become in the process of becoming.
I can imagine what it means for you as a healer at this moment, when you can do little or nothing to grasp the eluding breathe of life of your dear mother. You could be lost in the maze of puzzling questions that simply cannot be answered by mere mortals like you and I.
More so, mothers are faithful companions and confidants even in the most difficult times. Mothers dedicate their lives to caring and providing for their children both physically and emotionally. They always seem to know how to help them to overcome problems and thrive in spite of them. A mother's love is irreplaceable, which makes losing her to death an incredibly painful experience.
Dear @opidia, while you carry within your heart a dull and lasting ache where you once felt love and security, it is important you continue searching for the happiness your mother always desired for you.
It is needless to say that you're in a trying moment, but for mom to experience the peace ✌ ✨ we desire, then you have to make this evening of her life the best she can ever have. In this way, your beautiful soul too will smile because you gave her a beautiful moment for her transition to the otherside of life.
We are all in this together, mom to die, we to live. Which is the best? Only the source of life knows. But until then let us live life to its fullest because life is too serious to be taken seriously 😃 😀 😄. I hope I make you smile. Remember to whisper to mom's ears 👂 that your sunshine 🌞 ☀️ sends her radiance of peace ✌ ✨ 💖 from the sky .
Cheers dear and be strong for mom.
Oh My God i havent seen this amazing comment 😭
I am so all over the place and exhausted , i thank you so deeply for such love you send me
You are the brightest being and most warm sunshine @fearen ☀️
I will tell her and i send you thousands of hugs and kisses 💚🌈💚
The pleasure is all mine dear @opidia.
When we let our light shine, we invariably invite others to let their lights also shine. Thanks for letting my light shine. Tell me she has a son praying for her to have peace in her soul.
God bless you my lovely Faeren 🪷☀️🪷
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I cant find abiga account but thank you for the support !
A message for opidia ,.. with love , ;-)
https://peakd.com/hive-150329/@samstonehill/message-to-opida-please-return-my-vape
How sweet of you to care so much ... thank you ❤️
So sweet that you upvoted yourself ???
You need help ,.. get rid of your handlers ,.. stop those meetings in the woods at night .
You know , those where you can't remember how you got back home and shit .
Thank you , have a great day .