The hardest part of living abroad

Contemplating on my recent return, a mix of emotions rumbling deep inside of me. A question of either is it worth the sacrifice and the effort to return abroad and leaving not just my native land but all the people whom i love and care about. The hardest part is not goodbyes for tears can be wipe out, but its so hard to deal with loneliness and depression and in the world where everybody is dealing and battling with hardship living and paying bills, being alone is just so scary for most of the time, no one cares.

One of the most peaceful day of my life was spent here... A day in my life with a good book, ice cold beer and the cool breeze of the sea

You could just imagine everyday before the day ends, you will witness the beauty of the sun resting on the horizon just right before your naked eyes.. Nature is so amazing, isn't it?

How ironic it is, leaving the paradise whom many tourist dreamt of staying there, while i my self chose to leave and live in foreign land for a better opportunity and brighter future.