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When I was 18, I read a quote: "If you think of each day as the last day of your life, then one day you will be truly right." I stand up and ask myself - if today was the last day of my life, would I do what I am going to do, or would I do something else today? Whenever the answer to that question was a resounding ‘no’ for a few days at a time, I realized I had to make some changes.
I have to leave the world one day, the fact that this thing in my mind has helped me to make all the big decisions in life. Because, almost everything, like all the high expectations, all the pride, all the shame and the filth of failure সব in the face of death all of a sudden everything disappears, only that which really matters survives. You have something to lose মতে as far as I know, the easiest way to get rid of this worry is to always remember that one day you will die. You are as open as an open book. Then why don't you go the way your mind tells you to go?
One morning about a year ago, I was diagnosed with cancer. According to the doctors, there is no way for me to get rid of it. Almost certainly because of this incurable cancer they tied my life to three to six months. Advised to go back home. Which means it's about to be the most delusional time of the year, as well. Manage things in a way that makes the whole family less painful. I had a biopsy in the evening after a long day. They lowered an endoscope through my throat, into my abdomen, and removed some cells from the tumor with a needle. He kept me unconscious, so I didn't see anything. But my wife later told me that when the doctors started examining the cells from the endoscopy under the microscope, they started crying. Because, my cancer is in the condition now, it can be treated through surgery. I had that surgery and as you can see, I'm fine now.
No one wants to die. Even those who want to go to heaven do not want to die in a hurry to get there. But death is our destination. So far no one was able to send in the perfect solution, which is not strange. That is how it should be. Because, death is probably one of the major discoveries of life. It is a life-changing agent. Death throws away the old and makes room for the new baby. You are new right now, but not too far away, the day you grow old and be thrown out. I'm sorry for the inconvenience, but that's the truth.