A little pond nurtured by mother universe where many butterflies and insects come to play with me, that is my childhood where I don’t search for the attention of others. People automatically come towards me. Awesome right.
I love to watch big trees lying on Mother Earth's womb and many weather come and go but it doesn’t affect me at all because I am taken care of by my Mother Gaia.
Time fades quickly as we all know. One day a big thunderstorm rain came when my mother talking about my future. And there a huge flood came and took me away from my mother's tight hand.
A new journey begins where everything feels unknown. So I try to talk with some fish and plants but it seems uninterested in me.
The journey gets tougher, I just collide with some rocks and move from thorns it hurts me that my tears came but no one can see it because I am a river that misses his little pond.
Time by time, I took many lessons from this journey, that you can change the way of your flow that hurts you.
I am just going with the flow of the universe where I don’t know my destination.
Once a morning many birds came to talk with me and give me some life lessons where one bird asked what is my life purpose and my brain went blank.
I have no idea about my purpose, every time I just think that I am living my life like other’s river lives.
But it is not mandatory to have a purpose in your life to live. If you live your life contained and peacefully then this is also a meaningful life. So I decided that if something truly meant for me it would automatically come in front of my eye.
Sometimes you have to wait, to be hit by your purpose.
Once again a stormy rain came that always filled me with fear because it changes everything and I am afraid of changes but Mother Gaia said to me once, that changes are good and fill your life with transformation and make you something that you are meant for. So I trust her and again go with the flow.
This time rain was in another energy like the energy of creativity that forced me to convert something out of that energy.
And this time my purpose hit me so hard. I just went with the immense water that was in my way it was like a big flood that inhaled the tree inside it.
I came along very far but I can’t see any land forward to flow, there is a big gap. I was so panicked and then I fell into a massive waterfall that created a beautiful rainbow and there is so much greenery all around.
Many humans enjoy that view but I don’t care about them because I am in the state of being where I fall but don’t hurt, the small molecules of water droplets reversely coming into my face that delight my soul and where I fell into true living and I think that is my purpose.