Hahaha yes i know but you know i am here in the Philippines alone. I have to push hard for at least a month or so to gain feet again and be able to sustain my living. I will adjust though gradually now and for the first time soon, i will take my first break and that will be no fones, internet etc and just recover, to rewire my brain and nerves and learn how to relax. I won't forget this comment and the thoughts and love in it. Thank you alot