I sometime really doubt my ability to learn stuff.

I sometime really doubt my ability to learn stuff.

Right now I'm really demotivated with coding.. there's so much I don't know how to do it's overwelming.

I'm also getting outpaced my @chisdealhd and Demi who is the new dev on the @alloyxuast team. Both are leagues better at coding than me.

So I'm kinda thinking I should just work on my own sites at my own pace or something. Like my pace is really really slow.

If I'm feeling particualy motivated maybe I could manage 2 days in a row with like maybe 2-4 hours of code work. but that isn't going to get anything done quickly. it would take me months to build some of the stuff planned and that's if i knew what i was doing lol.

It all kinda stresses me out. which annoys me.. I hate being stressed out about pointless stuff. I just wish I could just DO things without stuff messing up.. ugh.