The Story Of How I Ended Up In Blockchain (And Stay) Since The First Time I Start "Working".

Money.
Something i dont really desire.
All this time, im fine without having it and im fine with having it.
People called me a weird one.

Few years back, I was in so much pain and depressed situation so all i want is to heal my heart.
All i m looking for is to have a calm heart.
So i meditate a lot, listening to good music and good people, reading good books, etc.

Money is always number x for me.
But it doesnt mean that i dont earn money at all.
I dont know if God bless me or what but whatever i do, i can earn money through it.
Even when i dont really work for it.
So, at first, i started making an event with my friends.
The even was success and i got some profit on it.
After that, we decide to sell stickers and posters and surprisingly, its sells so well and can help me for my monthly income.

But few months after that, my depression got worse so i decide to cut back from everything and focus on self healing again.

Just 3 month after that, i start to get better and can function normally again.
Since i already went out from the community with my friends that sell posters and stickers, i start selling kpop album and beauty product from korea.

In the beginning, i did it half heartedly.
But God be so kind to me and give me a lot of income from that.
In a month, i can earn 4-7 million idr, or twice even thrice the salary of people that work as a waiters and store clerk.
But since i was not interested in money, i spent everymoney that i’ve got all the time.
What is saving? I didnt know her.

But since im not a money driving person, i ditch it completely after 3 years doing that.
I cant find peace in that too.

So one day, when my friend, @anggreklestari came back to our city, we met a lot.
She talked about what she do.
At first i was not interested.
Writing is something that i never ever thought of.
But she give me some support so i finally start doing this.
In the beginning, i was so lazy to write.
But she reminded me a lot to write once a day.

I feel like i saw a new world after join blockchain community, i got healed through the writing process yet i can earn money from it too.
I think that this is something that i’ve been looking for all of my life.
Where i can heal my heart and earning money at the same time.

After joined blockchain, my mind become clearer.
I started organize my thought.
Ofcourse money isnt everything but wasting money is not right either.
There’s something wrong with my mindset before and kaybe thats why i never got the fulfillment in whatever i did.
But through blockchain, i read a lot of post about people.
I saw a lot of real people’s thoughts.
It teach me a lot of good lesson and now im here, be an upgraded version of myself that start to be conscious about money management and investment.

Ofcourse, im still lacking in many ways.
Thats why i plan keep learning through blockchain, crypto, and everything else to make me an even upgrade version if myself.