I have fought death a few times, but I still try to be resilient.
I hid a few times, because I still wanted to live long and normal.
But destiny is playable.
I was suddenly struck and seemed to be testing my resilience.
I can see how they saved my dying body.
I can see how my own body fights.
That's where I was able to give up.
I tried to shout at the doctors to stop torturing my body. I forced them, but no one and no one listened.
I was confused, confused, I do not know why I see myself struggling like that.
Until someone called my name.
I saw my parents crying, struggling with my condition.
I tried to hug them but I felt like a shadow they could not see.
Until someone called my name again along with the light I could see.
As I approached, I was not dazzled by that light. But before I left completely, I looked at my body and they were still working together.
"Come join me, Xelle."
A female voice that I still can't see even though we are close to each other.
"Why do you know me?" I asked, and he laughed softly.
"I know you all. I know your whole being. I know your family and friends. But I know you do not know me," he replied gently to me.
"Why did you call me? Do you need anything?" I wondered the question which made him laugh softly again.
"I know how good you are. I know what trials you face in life every day. I know how scary you are to die. But do you know why you are like this now?" I just shook my head and stared at him so hard that no matter what I looked at, I still couldn't see.
"Because your resilience has tested you. And I know you will give up on what is happening to you right now. I know how to stop everyone who helped you, just live. But you can't help yourself fight so you are here now." His voice is very modest but you will know this old man based on his explanation.
"I know what's going on in your mind right now. I know you're asking for help in our home to help you and the people around you. But have you ever asked what the reason is that you are still alive? Have you ever asked if why do you want to live? "
"I want you to ask yourself that before you die. I want you to know everything you need to know. I want to strengthen you over time. I want you to be happier in the future."
"I do not want you to regret your early death. I do not want you to regret all your shortcomings in life. I want you to be enlightened in everything around you."
"Only you can save yourself. Only you can rely on yourself. Only you can help yourself. Everything around you is all illusions, only tools that can help you find yourself."
"You will use each other. It will test your resilience. It will test you time until you find your true identity. So go and find yourself."
"Go and get to know everyone around you."
"I hope you understand everything I say. Until we meet again, Xelle. Wake up, many are waiting for you to wake up. Goodbye."
I suddenly woke up when someone kissed my forehead, Kean. I saw all my family and friends. I saw their tiredness and concern for me.
"Well that woke up, dear." said Kean, after he kissed me on the forehead.
"Why? I miss you right away?" I asked a mischievous question here.
"You've been asleep for five years, dear. So I miss you so much." I was suddenly surprised by its ejaculation. How long did I sleep? How long have I talked to that woman?
"But you still haven't left me?"
"Why would I leave you? You didn't hurt me. I did everything to get you in, dear. So I will not leave you like this, even though I know there is no certainty that you will wake up," he explained softening my heart.
But I was still happy and given the chance to live again. I suddenly smiled and remembered what the woman had said in the dim light.
I don't even know him but I know I will be strong because of what he said.
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