"Please let go of me"
"I have a family, sir"
"I feel sorry for you"
These are just some of the pleas I hear from my victims.
"You don't want to fall, Rose, do you?" I asked while smiling.
"Sir, don't" he said trembling.
"What are you going to bring down?" I challenge here.
"S-s-sir a-I'm just-g p-po is what my family expects p-po" she cried.
"S-sir p-parang a-a-awa n-nyo na p-po. Pinaparal lang p-po ak-ko n-ng tiyy"
"I don't care"
Then I started undressing my student — touching her private areas as she continued to cry.
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"Eli, nak, we have no money to pay the rent" Mom told me.
"Don't worry, Mom. Eli, your most handsome son, will do it that way" I smiled and hugged my mother.
"Eli, come to my office" my boss called me.
"Yes boss"
I hurried in because I was going home. Mom is definitely waiting for me.
I smiled at the thought.
I opened the door and the smile posted on my lips faded when I saw two other people inside. A man and a woman.
"What is that, boss?" I asked directly.
Slowly my boss stood up and had a playful smile on his lips.
"Do you need extra income, Eli?"
I did not answer
"I know yes"
I got what he wanted to convey.
"Oh boss, no" I refused and it would have come out when a man touched my arm.
Because of its tightness I ran away and was about to punch it when it preceded me.
"You don't want to lose your job, Eli, do you?" my boss asked.
I rubbed my face as I stood up.
"Let me go, boss"
"Na-uh honey. You're ours for tonight" the woman said softly as she approached me.
My eyes widened at the feeling of something being injected into me because of my weakness.
I did not lie down when they took advantage of me. I want to shout but I can't find my voice. I want to beg but know if they will not listen to me. I close my eyes while crying. The content of the mind is that my mother may be very worried about me now.
That did not happen just once. That was followed by the following but I could do nothing because I was the only one my family expected. And as time goes on, they become more and more. It got to the point where they almost killed me. I tried to complain but everyone seemed deaf to my grievances and explanations. After all, you do not get justice when you do not have money. They stripped me of my dignity and trampled on me as a person.
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I didn't notice that a lone tear escaped my eye.
"I feel sorry for you, sir. I know you still have a heart" he begged.
I stared at Rose coldly.
"I don't have one, darling. I'm far worse than a demon" there was a horrible smile on my lips.
And there I drove my student over and over until I got bored.
It came out of the classroom trembling and crying but I felt no pity. Right. I'm heartless.
I know it's wrong but I can't stop myself. I always find myself wanting to do that thing over and over again.
I smiled again.
Hmm. Who will be my next victim tomorrow?