Sadananda occasionally sits on a thick wooden log by the river a short distance from the ashram. There Bipin discovered him. The sun had not yet risen in the sky. The water level in the river has risen overnight, a lot of rubbish is still floating in the murky water, the rubbish that had accumulated in the dry river for many months. Nearby. A small dog swerved a few times in a small whirlpool and floated away. Sadananda was feeling great regret, remorse mixed with remorse. Yet the body and mind seem to have become lighter. The heart is burdened with the pain of compassion and tenderness, yet there is an inexhaustible coating of joy, gentle and sweet. Sadananda could not understand the matter. Does the punishment and reward of injustice come together in this way?
Bipin got annoyed sitting next to him. But Bipin did not come to understand, he came to think. Bipin can't do this job well, he doesn't know the technique of welding the rift of friendship. After arguing with the prince and spending the night of Madhavilata in Sadananda's house, he went to make a little joke, then he saw Sadananda's face and immediately changed the tone and said, "You are a big boy, why are you angry?" Would I let him stay in someone else's house except you? Naranbabu didn't think because you had it, neither did I.
Seeing that Sadananda was not happy even with such a big flattery, Bipin became angry in his mind. Bipin Ragilei Sadananda immediately realizes that there is a wonderful intimacy between the two of them, they have a transcendental connection, perhaps when the senses begin to develop তারা they have been loving and hating each other since childhood. How many times have they been divorced in life, but they have not found a new friend in this world. When the divorce took place, when the other people were not dead or alive, when they did not get the news for a long time, no one's mind was so bad, when they met again, there was no joy. Only a few days and nights were spent together তখন busy with each other, talking for hours on end, and keeping silent for hours.
As soon as Sadananda put his hand on Bipin's neck, Bipin turned his head and looked away.
It's not always what you thought, the girl is really good. Naranbabu has been crying since he left without informing him.
Naran will not come again?
Will come - tomorrow, or tomorrow morning. Madhavi will be taken away after making an arrangement in four or five days. Always spend a few days in this room, please. If anyone else would let me go to the ashram? Rajasayeb's son, after two days he will be the owner of everything, he can't be licked, you say, go?
Sadananda said solemnly, licking the feet of the rich and trying to earn money, did the ashram, Bipin? If it was business?
Bipin didn't argue, clasped his hands and laughed, "Is this business evil, Lord?"
Sadananda shook his head and said, keep joking, it doesn't feel good. I don't understand what you are doing day by day, Bipin. The purpose of the ashram was, all went to the stove, your empty money! I said nothing happens without money, there is a lot of money, why again? Now don't pay attention to the real work, brother, leave it all. And if you grow up with money, you stay with your ashram, I leave. Day by day my peace of mind is being lost, I can no longer sleep.
The complaint is not new, Bipin was surprised by Sadananda's compassionate manner of speaking. After thinking for a while, he let out a sigh, as if shocked, saying, "Money?" What do I do with the money? Do you think I am greedy for money? How many times have I told you, you don't understand anything, nothing happens without money. How many people want to come and stay in the ashram, there is no house to stay, no money to build a house. Need to buy the mango orchard in the south, do you have the money to buy? Now if Naranbabu buys Dan. You always know the ideal, you don't know what happens. What can be done if you want to do big work? I want to know. Think about it, this is the ashram that has happened, so many people are living in the ashram, people are coming in groups to listen to your advice, what would have happened if I had not conspired? No one would listen to you even if you shouted in the street and broke your throat. Two lies for a good purpose, a little bharang, this is not just a fault. Naranbabu brought out a girl, what about us? Even if we let her get up in the ashram, we would bring her out, even if we didn't let her go out. We are just taking this opportunity to make a little improvement in the ashram. Don't worry about all this, you do your job, I do my job, one day we will see the name of our ashram spread all over the world.
In response to a big speech like Bipin's, Sadananda just said, I can't sleep to spread the name of the ashram all over the world.
You sleep a lot, sleep like a buffalo all night. If I could spend the day lying down comfortably like you, I would also fall asleep. - Bipin left angrily.
After a while Sadananda went inside. Madhavilata was sitting quietly on the peacock mat on the stool of the small room. Bipin may have brought him tea and food, but he did not eat. When he went to speak, first the words stuck in Sadananda's throat, then he said something that had no meaning.
Are you sitting here alone?
Hesitantly, he sat down on one side of the bench. His face is unusual. It has become serious and faded. Madhavilata once looked up and asked, did not sit aside, did not speak. Sadananda's desire was to move his hand slowly over his head with great anxiety and for a while his fingers would become softer than a bird's feather.
Why didn't you eat?
Didn't get hungry.
Did you eat anything last night?
Madhavi shook her head.
Then eat something. The lick is probably covered, I'll tell you to warm up?
No, don't eat anything. Will vomit.
Madhavilata seemed to see Sadananda's face with a little surprise. Sadananda thinks that he is annoying her for bothering her so much about trivial things and is blaming her with his eyes. Sadananda sat like a wooden doll. What does he have to say to Madhavilata? Going to think, I remembered, one thing can be said, Madhabilata's mistake.
Why did Madhabi do such work, why did you leave home? What will you do when Naran leaves you two days later? You are wasting your whole life for a little mistake. Such a child!
As she listened, Madhavilata's eyes started blinking and her face turned red. Her hair is still wet as she has not bathed well in the meantime. Despite having wet hair, Madhavilata's head became so hot that she first threw a plate of food and a cup of tea at Sadananda, then jumped up like a tiger and scratched it, causing blood to flow out of Sadananda's face. Then she started crying with her face in Sadananda's lap.
Sadananda has witnessed such incidents, more than a decade ago, when he sometimes saw another person go from such a calm and restrained state to a madman in the blink of an eye. However, he would not have died by throwing food plates and cups of tea in this way, he would not have cried like this with his face on his lap, he would have hit his head on the wall, injured himself and run out of the house. Suddenly Sadananda felt as if he had come down to the real world, and now he understood what was going on. Raising his hand, he pulled a purple cloth from the rack and wiped the blood and the tea and food on his face. The sadha of waving a soft finger like a bird's feather on the head of Madhavilata can now be fulfilled, but there is no such poetic sadha of Sadananda. He put one hand on Madhavilata's back and let her cry. She is such a tender girl made of raw blood, why should she not be allowed to cry after so many incidents?
The tears subsided, Madhabi did not raise her face, she clung to Sadananda more tightly. Who knows whether he has come after leaving the shelter of his parents, Sadananda does not know whether he has his parents, but Sadananda can guess that Madhavilata has come after leaving the shelter of someone like him. Maybe he was ruthless, he didn't get madness from her, just torture.
[Author's comment: I thought it would be better for me to tell you about Sadananda's discovery and change of attitude towards Madhavilata, rather than exposing it in the hints of the story. In short, dull obscenity should be avoided. Sadananda had the idea that the girl was not good. Madhavilata's uncompromising self-sacrifice supported this idea. But Sadananda found out that Madhavilata was a virgin.
Let me make one thing clear. Whether Madhavilata is good or bad, it is not an attempt to prove it, I am not talking about my opinion. Sadananda's idea is being talked about. From my remarks I can allow my statement about Madhavilata to be largely inferred that Madhavilata had no experience with men. Otherwise, no matter how overwhelmed you are in exhaustion, no matter how much fear is stored in unknown places in the darkness of Chad-lost midnight, no matter how much safer Sadananda feels better than Bipin and Narayan, there is no reason to go to Sadananda's bed and lie down with Sadananda's back. The knowledge that mosquitoes would not bite if the mosquito net was dropped was very strong in Madhabilata.]