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You put me on a pedestal and tell me I’m the best
Raise me up into the sky until I’m short of breath
Fill me up with confidence, I say what’s in my chest
Spill my words and tear me down until there’s nothing left
Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest
But what if I what if I trip, what if I what if I fall
Then am I the monster yeah, just let me know
what if I what if I sin, what if I what if I break
Then am I the monster yeah, just let me know yeaahhh
I was 15 when the world put me on a pedestal
I had big dreams of doing shows and making memories
Made some bad moves trying to act cool upset by their jealousy
Lifting me up, lifting me up, yeah and tearing me down, tearing me down, down, down,
Take responsibility for everything I’ve done, holding it against me like you’re the holy one
I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go
Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control, I came in with good intentions then I let it go
And now I really wanna know
What if I what if I trip, what if I what if I fall, I fall
Then am I the monster, just let me know
what if I what if I sin, what if I what if I break yeah
Then am I the monster, just let me know
Please just let me know