hehehe i came because you just made my day.
i read because you told me to not read.
and i stayed cuz you got me giggling
good luck figuring it all out... (and when you do... tell me?!?!?!?!) LOLOLOLOL
and i think you are in the best mindset actually. enjoying this one post. no expectations. no burden. no pressure.
just see where it goes, and when you're feeling like more... enjoy more :)