Joker's life was at the point of destruction, after the death of his parents in a car accident, a week later Joker was again struck by a greater disaster, his wife died giving birth to their first child. The forty-year-old Joker is a simple and hard-working man who lives in a small town in Venezuela. Joker felt this was the end of happiness, this was a disaster, and the end of it all, Joker wanted to end his life by suicide.

Whether intentionally or not, in the sadness and grief that is happening to him, Joker often blasphemes and berates the god. He accused the god of being unfair to him;

"God, what's my fault? Why do you hate my life so much that if you can not be god, just let me."

As a result of his disappointment, Joker was against God. But God does not answer that challenge directly. God continues to test his patience with trials. Joker despaired and tried several times to commit suicide, but always failed. As if God just kept wanting to see him suffer and crumble.

He continues to complain, but no longer because his life is destroyed, because God does not let him die. Joker ran out of a way to die. Who would have thought, God answered the challenge. He was given a chance to live longer, all his wishes granted, and Jiker's life began to change.

Now luck continues to take his side. She lives with a three month old baby, Joker just keeps getting lucky. He became a very busy person. Four years passed, Joker had completely forgotten the sadness in his life. Her little baby has now grown into a very beautiful and cute little girl. Little Jasmine became his consolation, now Joker has only two valuable things in life, work and little girls.

Joker is now very busy with his work, Jasmine is often left with a baby sister at home. She promised Jasmine after all her work was done, they were going on holiday at the weekend. Although Jasmine knows his father has too often denied his promise. Jasmine who is just a little boy is always obedient to whatever his father says.

Honestly, Joker rejected his promise. Little Jasmine waited for her father to come home. He bowed his head and was disappointed, the beby sister had asked him several times to enter, but still Jasmine refused. Beby the sister let Jasmine, and he continued his work.

Time passed, but Joker was still missing. Unintentionally, Jasmine spotted a kitten across the street. He ran to take the kitten. Not yet across the street, a truck rammed and crushed it to pieces. The people around the place screamed hysterically. Aang beby sister runs out and sees Jasmine has become a meat messenger scattering on the streets. He immediately took the phone in his pocket and called Joker.

Joker was speechless at the thought of his son's death. Five minutes passed, he was at the scene. Although the police forbade him to cross the police line, he persisted.
Crying hysterically, he collected the broken pieces of Jasmine meat. Raising his face to the sky, he shouted;

"God, what other trials did you give me?"

The voice from the sky answered;

"I think you've been able to become a god, apparently a little girl alone can not afford you, how can you keep this universe?"

Joker was silent, he forgot that a few years ago he had been against God. He was very sorry and realized that as bad as any life, God's eyes are the best.

Be kind to deny anything that god gives, because you do not know what kindness or evil is better for you...!

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Account Name	@poemssteem
Author	Cahaya
Capture	Oppo A37
Category	Fiction
Location	Aceh - Indonesia - 2021

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