STOP USING US FOR RITUALS

All I wanted was a man to love me, care for me and treat me as a lady.
I have been afraid of falling in love 😥 but the society won't let me be, as mum and Dad continued to ask me "Jenny hope you now have a boyfriend". My friends and colleagues started to make jest of me that I'm just beautiful for nothing.
What is the essence of your beauty if you can't get a RICH, HANDSOME young man to love you my friends mocked.
I'm scared of falling into the wrong hands, I want to take my time and build myself first before love I convinced myself.
But here comes a distraction, a man I couldn't say NO to, he is everything I need in a man.
I jumped on him and trusted him with my life.
I changed my lifestyle to meet his standards.
I asked him what he does for a living but he said THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD.
I saved your number with MY LIFE, WHY TAKE MY LIFE.
I CALLED YOU MY SWEETNESS, WHY CAUSE ME MY LAST TEARS OF DEATH.
MY HEARTBEAT WHY MAKE MY HEARTBEAT SEIZE.
MY JOY WHY CAUSE ME PAIN
MY PEACE OF MIND WHY CUT ME INTO PIECES.
I JUST WANTED TO LOVE AND TO BE LOVED AS EVERY OTHER LADY BUT I NEVER KNEW" MY LIFE" COULD TAKE MY LIFE 💔.

Rest in peace JENNIFER.(The cry of a dying girl friend)