Do I want to reminiscence the time that has passed? I'm not so sure. The past wasn't uncomfortable, but I can't say it was beautiful either. I was a teenager, and we know how teenagers are. I wouldn't say that I was a typical teenager, I had to grow up way faster than I wanted to for which I'm trying to make up now.
Don't we all wish, a little bit, if our future self could appear and give us pointers?! I do have a few words to say to myself.
Dear Mini ME,
Hmm University life, huh? Painful? I know I know, just a couple more years to go. I wish I had brought in some good news to you, sadly, I haven't. But I know you'd be happy the way I turned out.
Just like Bobby said "But I know it's something big. A storm is coming, and you boys and your Daddy are smack in the middle of it." Ahh, you're going to love it, trust me. Remember, you just saw the trailer of Supernatural a few months ago? You're planning on starting to watch it and you will, no I won't be giving any spoilers.
Now brace yourself, girl. It's about to get rocky. For the next two to three years you'll be busy with studies and occasional tantrums. Living with roommates is going to be a lot of fun and you'll be doing classes and projects together, hanging out with friends. Life will take a drastic turn in a couple of years and it will take a turn for the worse.
Losing Baba is going to be terrible for you and you'll start remembering all the little memories that you had long forgotten. I wish he was alive. Life will make you tougher. And soon you'll realize that the burden on your shoulders is too heavy. Nah, you have always been brave, so I'm not worried much.
There will be times when life will get even harder, but you'll make it. I wish 2031 Me could give me some hints about what'll happen. It's okay, you were strong back then and you'll be strong even later. We'll miss Baba a lot, but life must go on, right?
Oh yes, I almost forgot. You have done a terrible-terrific job; you made a Facebook account for mom. Yea okay stop screaming. She's enjoying it, chill, let her be. Your job is going to give you a hell of a time. 2020 have been yikes, no spoilers, you'll be grinding your life on the job.
So, hold onto your own flow and you'll see that we'd made it. One thing for sure though, your sense of humor has improved, but then again, you have started laughing a lot too. Yes, the Eccentric Me laughs a lot, what have we done. Anyways, I'll look out for both of us as the Oldie Me is looking out for us.
Love you lots,
Little Old ME
I hope you all liked the letter, I kind of felt reliving the past but it was all good. Thank you so much.
