SUICIDE AS A CHOICE BECAUSE I'M DARK

in blurtafrica •  9 months ago 

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I have tried so many times to emerge a winner , I kept experiencing set backs , I have followed so many rules, attended so many conferences, still things aren't working. I have gotten a lot of certificates volunteered in my programs. I'm still not accepted , my peer group only celebrate me only on my birthday.
No one cares, the one I hustle to save to make an ends need the government of Nigeria is making things more difficult. The price of gasoline is 6× the previous price. As if that was not enough the prices of things in the market has increased more than available resources can afford. The government has increase price of school fees . Do I blame the fact that I'm dark in complexion and I'm not accepted or do I regret the country I was born into. The hope I have is a baby around that keeps me company.

Being dark is a detriment to me because I always feel rejected, not easily loved or celebrated is as a result of my skin color.

WHAT DOES COMPLEXION HAVE TO DO WITH POTENTIAL.
I stand boldly and I refuse death because I am fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God. I am beautiful I don't need approval of anyone to celebrate myself. I have greatness inside of me. I can not go down because of the economy of the
Nigeria.

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So many women have committed suicide because of inferiority complex, loss of confidence. You have a lot inside of you, people may not accept you in the beginning but when you love yourself and celebrate yourself wow you will be celebrated . Making waves depends on you working and building your potentials time will come when you don't have to rush to people for acceptance rather they will come placing demand on you.

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