Waiting for dusk till dawn...

in blurt •  4 years ago 

I have mentioned before that my father is a society oriented person, on the other hand, I am completely opposite, I am not the only introvert but also I try to escape from society. My first and foremost plan is to avoid society people from which I belong. My mentality is different and my perspectives are different as well. Because of my attitude, my dad always suffers, poor him, I always feel sorry for him...

I was not eager to announce my Master's result that I am now post-graduated but thinking of my dad's condition and questions, I decided to share the news and guess what, numerous phone calls I got from those people who never called me in this 2 years. Strange people, I mean why they called me for no reason? The first question was, What's your plan now? When are you gonna marry? Some are more advance, they not only suggested which type of guys should I marry, but they also recommended some guys as well...


Anyway, after digesting all types of advice, I decided to go out. Basically, I needed fresh air and a calm spot where I will be myself with my favourite music.


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I always keep my diary with me because I write my thoughts on it. Don't laugh at me, I can use my gadget but I prefer to write a few lines into it sitting on a meadow or under a tree. I don't have a specific preference but I always prefer quiet places for myself, to stay away from people.



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Hold on to me love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was
I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.


Summer is the season of Daisies and Chamomile flowers. I have seen enormous wild Chamomile here and there. I personally don't like plucking flowers rather I love to enjoy them by watching them. I always pick such types of places for myself to think about my life from where I can see flowers, bees, and can think deeply.


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I have spent many times sitting under these trees. Normally people don't have time to do this type of activity because everybody is busy. Sometimes some come for a walk with their children and spend a few moments here. It's not a park, it's a small space full of trees and walkways.


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Obviously I capture some pictures during my walk but yes I always keep my cellphone into airplane mode. I just don't want any type of phone call or notification from social websites. That moment is only for me.


From dusk till dawn I like to spend only a few moments for myself without any unwanted situations. These moments are mine and I don't share these moments with anyone.


"If you look at what you have in life, you'll always have more. If you look at what you don't have in life, you'll never have enough."
-Oprah Winfrey


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  ·  4 years ago  ·  

First one very different, just incredible beauty. Nice shots apu.

  ·  4 years ago  ·  

Thank you bro :)

I also often need my own time too, I think sometimes the discord that I sometimes fuel is even just a way to justify to myself that I must be apart. When I am in such a situation I often am feeling sorry for myself after stirring the pot and getting burned, and spend a lot of time speaking to God. I'm going to do this for a little while, even though I fully chose this and I'm not really in any trouble, and it has always helped me a lot. Plus it might be the expenditure cut that puts me in an apartment sooner.

  ·  4 years ago  ·  

I can understand that feeling, I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues lately and I was like wtf is happening and why this is happening. Ya speaking to god does help a lot but I also just stay away from everything for a while too. Maybe I need a private time for myself, it helps a lot...

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  ·  4 years ago  ·  

Thank you sir...