I arrived at a similar conclusion years ago. I remember encountering groups when I first joined the internet via aol. They called themselves light workers. I appreciated them so much, yet couldn't join in with them despite my heart yearning for what they desired. Some of them were so misguided about the reality of the world, thinking one could just wish the violence and those willing to use it for horrible reasons away.
I appreciated them so much I would protect many of them if the need came, because sadly most of them are sitting ducks by refusing to understand one can only control oneself. The law of attraction isn't some shield that keeps one safe from the intent of others.
I was always a fan of the Billy Jack movies, since watching them as a child. This was always one of the scenes that gripped me as a child as I battled reconciling my desire for a world of light to the real world of violence I was experiencing.
Never watched that - maybe the Kung Fu series had a similar effect on me as a kid.
I also have a similar feeling towards the "lightworkers" - it's like they're only working on one or two chakras instead of the full V8 ;-)Perhaps why I maintain that the heart should not be opened first as one can get stuck in that field - and it just isn't the only field.