bit of blabber . . .on my day, on life, on blurt. . .

Not sure how I am tbh. . .
I know nobody asked, lol.
But I have asked myself, and wanna share, that I don't know. . .

Kind of like this avocado, I guess. . .

Since the Solstice, I feel like I have changed, things have changed, and I don't really find my place.
Like I just feel WEIRD. . .
just WEIRD. . .

This morning, I was observing myself, and I realized I was sad, but I don't actually know what I was sad about. . . Its almost as if, I'm sad about something that hasn't even happened yet , and I don't even know what it is. It's like I'm pre waving the sadness. Or perhaps I'm just crazy again, not sure.

I was pretty tired today, to be honest. . .
And had the longest to do list, trying to catch up on work I've been procrastinating. . . (which with all fairness is still pretty long, lol, and nowhere near done, and our event is happening this weekend, but I know and trust it will all go smoothly as always.)

@ultravioletmag was here last night, and something we had a little chat about, was how people on Blurt often misunderstand and misinterpret things, because they read posts and responses in a different tone, than the person actually intended them.

Like when it comes to communication with only written words, I feel a lot of the issues (not all) comes from the fact that the person who reads it, projects their beliefs, their mood, their traumas, etc on what they read.

I mean we don't even know what all these people sound like in real life.

A few of you heard me talk on the quiz for example, or those who are on the Telegram group have heard me recording voice messages, but even those people not necessarily can predict, that my responses here on anything came in a serious tone, a jokey tone, or in a sarcastic one (most like the latter, when it comes to me, lol).

So I wonder how many of the recent dramas have been fluffed up even more by interpreting tones.
Who knows, maybe some of them "bullies" would sound like little boys giggling when they write those filthy words.
Who knows. . .
I don't, for sure.
And also not sure where I'm going with this. As usual . . .

Here, @ultravioletmag with @the.fallen.one . . . they seem to have bonded now. . . not sure yet how @lilithdevonrex feels about all this.

Anyways, as always I'm just putting things out there, not even knowing the answers myself.

I'm just dramatic like @ajerkoff . . . just without the bikes.

All good in reality, and I'm fine . . .just like to speak things out loud, I guess that's how I process things.

Here, some hippy music.
Love yous. Let me know how you all doing. . . .