We can stop some things which are beyond our reach. We wish to stop so we can savor it and enjoy it. No matter how desperate we are to make it happen it won't be possible. Time doesn't wait, we can not pause it or rewind it. It keeps on going that sometimes we thought we were left behind. Let's not wait to regret it because we can not return to those days we wish we were there.
Growing old is part of the beauty of life. Though sometimes it's kind of ugly since many things will not be possible when we reach the oldies. All we can do is reminisce about the memories. We had our time and we can't have it anytime we want it to be. It's kind of sad, it's scary to think that soon our time to leave this world is nearer. We don't want it but what choice do we have when leaving this world in time is certain.
I've been afraid for a couple of months thinking about why there's an ending to everything. I'm shivering, hoping that it's not true or hoping it will not happen. However, the more I refuse to accept it or resist the reality it's hurting me more. I felt miserable that I couldn't find happiness anymore in my existence. I asked sometimes why I was born when in the end I will just leave. A silly question that I had no idea if I was still normal or not. I kept thinking and thinking; I forced myself to accept reality and eventually, the burden in my heart got lessened. Then I concluded that I should not waste time while I still have it. I would make sure that I live my life full of happiness.
Yes, it's not always that we can be happy. There's no way that we can always enjoy life because there will be challenges of course. It's part of happiness that we should face to achieve it. So when I have the chance even if it's just a small percentage of it I will make sure to grab it and even chase it. That's how life should be in this world since we can't have it all the time. Don't be blinded or pressured by material things because we can never have them when our life ends. Whenever there will be a chance to make yourself happy don't think it's just a waste of time. Every time is precious and we should cherish it because we never know if we can have that opportunity again.
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ABOUT ME
Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.