This is so obvious, someone will come in your life and go away, isn't it? This philosophy goes with life, and people make nice detour and adjustments to hold this philosophy. In this world, nothing will be forever, this world is a time machine where people are the traveler, but there's one thing missing: this machine doesn't have any backward button. No one has any control of it.
This time machine can't be stopped or held, it knows its own way of moving who doesn't care for anything. No emotions, no love, no feelings, maybe it even doesn't care who where you want to go. Sometimes I wonder why everything is going so fast, then I realize this is not what I should be concerned about; I should think about my life more and more to find my own destiny.
Sometimes I look for peace as I am lost and surrounded by sorrow, I felt this is it I will be left this world soon, and all my pain will be healed. This is something that can free me from everything. My eyes filled with tears, it fell, and I started to wipe my face thinking about how I was going to live my whole life, wiping my tears searching for peace??
I never cried in the morning before; maybe I don't have that pain before, or perhaps I am broken. All my body isn't listening to me, I asked (to my body) them why you all acting like this? Because you lose yourself, you don't have the power to control us anymore, " replied my body. But you all are my parts, and you all should listen to me, I cried. We listened to you because you were a strong, good-hearted person, but now you are broken, and a broken heart is useless, so we decided that we won't listen to you, replied by the body.
You are Emerald, very special but you come to me and show your love for me, made me fall in love with you madly then you want to go, cause I have a terrible past. You taught me to love you, but you never taught me how to leave you. My heart is agitated, I invoke myself and tell my heart to come down. It was you whangs my heart, now won't listen to me.
It was love. Something older than humanity, more ancient than the desert. Something that exerted the same force whenever two pairs of eyes met, as had theirs here at the well.
― Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist
I wanted to live with you like wind, you know because I can take you anywhere. I tried to hold you like a sky, never let you fall down. I wanted to give you everything, as I never did before. I wanted to love you like a deep sea, with no way of ending my love. If you left me, I would be a piece of paper; there would be nothing left, shattered, broken, no hope, no desire, and only things left in me are loneliness, which made me leave this beautiful, cruel world.
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