'Diary of an insecure lover'
I loved him, I knew he loved me too.
I had insecurities, he had them too.
Every 'I love you word' he uttered was accompanied by so many questions.
He constantly tried to reassure me he was here for me, anytime, anyday.
I couldn't believe him. I constantly made up scenarios up in my head that constantly hurt my feelings.
Each time he was out, I always wondered who he was with, where and what he was doing.
Everytime I saw my messages on two ticks on the green app, it stirred a thousand and more questions in my head.
I wanted him, and at the same time I didn't.
I think I'm toxic
Or maybe Bipolar.
He tried to be there, I pushed him away.
He got tired
He gave up.
What happened to the forever we promised each other?
He's online, I am too.
Staring at my screen, waiting for that 'I want us back text' that may never come.
My daily affirmation inspired by think and grow rich by Napoleon Hills
By December next year, I'm hoping to accumulate a net worth of $80,000 and monthly income in excess of $4,000.
How do I plan to hit my target? I'm an artist and also good at sculpture. I'll put my talent to work and come out with brilliant paintings, drawings and sculptures. I'll deliver good work for anyone who need my services while I earn for posting my works on blurt.
To make this a reality, I'm willing to work for blurt blockchain if given the opportunity to showcase my skills. Just like I was told about blurt, I'm telling people about blurt also.
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