You will feel pain.
You will question yourself a thousand times.
They will say you're crazy.
You will lose friends.
Your family won't always understand you.
People will hate you for no reason.
You'll develop strange habits.
You'll battle your own monsters (fear, ego, and insecurities).
You won't care what others think of you.
You'll feel out of place in this world.
You'll become selectively detached.
Slowly, you'll end up alone.
"But it will be worth it... No one is enlightened by fantasies of light figures, but by acknowledging the darkness surrounding us and within us."
True spiritual awakening is not gentle, but a cool water jug.
What do you need to wash away your ego? Not whispers, fantasies, or desires. When what you need is a strong awakening to truly embed the essence of life.
True spiritual awakening is a process of destruction. It's the collapse of everything you're not.
