It is better to break up than to fight with liars.

in blurt •  2 years ago 

The most difficult moment in life
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My daughter and me.
Me - 22.
Adalina - 2 weeks old.
(The note is an extract)
You may be confused Shouldn't having a newborn be the happiest time of your life? Especially if it’s your first child.
This is the day I found out that my boyfriend and his father is cheating on me.
I dressed and did my makeup for the first time since childbirth so I hope he looks cute again Or I’ve never felt so low on anyone before.
I went to the park to spend time with my new daughter and think about things. You might judge me because she was so small and brand new but I had to leave the house. I took a picture of us as a reminder for the first time in the park with her.
I'm not upset with my boyfriend as you'd assume. I got mad at myself. I felt the biggest failure ever. How did I choose such a terrible partner. A terrific father for my beautiful, precious gift. She was everything to me since I first found out about her and I've failed her before her life even started.
One month later I finally faced him with scam. We had a verbal conflict, which caused him to physically attack me. Not the first time it happened, but it was probably the worst.
Proud to say I went home the next day he left work. It's the hardest thing I've ever done, but now I don't feel guilty looking at my daughter's eyes. I know I'll give her the best life I can offer, that's all I can do. I had to apologize for choosing her dad, if not I would die.
I will share this story so if anyone out there is an abusive relationship they will see that they can get out of it.
Thought I would add a picture to show we are doing okay now. She will be 1 year old tomorrow.

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