I thought I'd never be in a happy relationship because I thought I'm ugly. This is not how it is...
(A letter by Shaylie Sarin Thasnim)
She studied in dhaka university
I feel because I'm ugly, I'll never be in a happy relationship. What should i do
2021: We got married! Here's a photo of us together on our wedding day 😊 yes we are still happy in this relationship.
2016- This is what I look like without makeup, without using camera angle, without making me look low fat.
In our country (Bangladesh), girls must have light skin to treat beautiful. If you're unlucky enough to be born black skin, you should at least have a thin body, good body measure that.
As you can see, I really wasn't lucky for those things.
My whole life, not one guy I know personally, asked for love from me. When I was in Advanced I cry every night, God what sin did I do to punish me like this, why was I never loved by a boy, why made me so ugly. All my friends talk about how cute boys asked them and I fake a smile and try to enjoy the conversation.
I met him in the second week of law school. I agreed with my appearance back then - I cried more about it. We became good friends, we talked about everything - books, writers, literature, philosophy, history, religion, politics, science.
This lasted for a while and then one day I asked him to love him. He said yes love we dated for two weeks we had a relationship.
This was three years ago. We are so in love right now, he takes care of me like I had no idea about myself, we never fight, he reminds me daily how beautiful and charming and insanely protective I am.
Also he is the one who introduced me to social media!
Not in spite of all this, but because of how I look, among other things.
Be curious, read a lot, travel, be courageous and try to be a beautiful human inside. Stop worrying about your appearance, then the right person will fall in love with you so much, thinking about what you did to have such a wonderful creature in your life.
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