The small pleasures often hold the power to transform our day and infuse them with cheerful radiance. - Ramona
Insight, Focus, and The Life Balance Wheel
Life is a curious thing really - and here we all are, on the carousel lol, ever changing and (hopefully)evolving along the way. We never know what is going to happen or how things (and us) will change along the way! But, I suppose that is all a part of what makes it a wonderful adventure!
It’s funny really, how your priorities and perspectives change as you get older. Things that mattered enormously at a different time in your life suddenly become of no consequence whatsoever. I can recall in my much younger years listening to the likes of my parents and other family members such as aunts and uncles have discussions about just this – laughing at the fact that they would not give thank you to be 20 again, or even 30 for that matter. The conversations were always illustrative of their general contentment for where they currently stood in their lives.
I was a lot younger than any of them so I never really understood it. I do now, but I didn’t then. I had different priorities and objectives at that point – none of which matter to me anymore I will add… but I suppose I always just looked at them somewhat perplexed by the fact that they were happy to be, well… OLD! I still wanted to conquer the world and nothing was going to stand in the way of me getting there! Life has a pretty twisted sense of humour and plenty stood in my way, lol! I could probably successfully get away with comparing my life to an endless game of dodge ball if I am honest, haha! In fact – I don’t doubt that there are plenty others out there who would share similar sentiment.
Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards. - Søren Kierkegaard
That forever question which pops up in life has not only a childhood version ”What do you want to do when you grow up” but an adult version too ”where do you see yourself in five years?” comes to mind. I don’t think I was ever able to answer the first – it was just not something that mattered to me as a kid. I suppose I had dreams… I would love to have been a singer – that is one I can remember… but I mean, what little girl doesn’t want to be a famous singer at some point in her life. I know I added many moments of torture to the lives of my brothers with my “Barbie and the Rockers” cassette and even more in later years as I would bellow over my mom’s Jennifer Rush LP… but a singer, I never became… a tragedy really, lol!
Considering the "adult" version – I suppose I had a little more direction by the time I was ever asked that question ”where do you see yourself in five years?” which as we all know, is normally proposed by a potential employer. At that point I had a very definitive answer. He was the boss and I wanted what he had. Well, actually – as I have mentioned previously my answer to him was “in your chair”. No, it did not pan out quite like that – I ended up opening my own business in the same industry – but I guess that counts as the same thing really.
I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be. Douglas Adams
Many years later now and I will say with strong conviction… he can keep that bloody chair, haha! It was a good innings but I don’t want a life like that anymore. My life has changed and so have I. My priorities are different now. In my mom’s last years, I noticed how she simply denied any and all negativity into her immediate sphere (if she could help it)… sometimes to the point of wearing pink shaded blinkers. She would say to me ”Life is too short to fill it with animosity and bitterness Jaynie and one day, when you get to my age you will learn to cherish and appreciate the beauty of the smaller and simpler things in life”. Admittedly, the age at which she began uttering those words to me (because it happened more than a handful of times) I was already at an age and stage in my life where I held appreciation for them – and still do.
Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself. - George Bernard Shaw
A few days ago, I was having a conversation with someone and we were discussing relationships. The statement of “I don’t have time for that stuff anymore – I am too old” was made in reference for trivial bickering between a couple. Hearing that reminded me of the quote which I shared at the beginning of this post.
It hit the nail on the head! I too, no longer have the time, energy or space in my world for any rubbish and you know what… it feels so good to finally reach such a point - a point where you can actually just walk away from all of it. It IS actually a choice, but it takes most of us a near lifetime to figure that out! In a phrase, it is pretty much like “levelling up” – the human version. I have no interest in entertaining any of it anymore and I know I am better off for it!
Life is a book and there are a thousand pages I have not yet read. - Cassandra Clare
Perhaps I did not conquer the world, or become a famous singer but I conquered my own world – my own road and I did it to the best of my ability, always. I don’t care if certain people don’t like the who I have become – I have enough people in my life that count and do! I am not fazed by politics (of any kind) – because I can’t change any of it, so why would I consciously choose to fill my mind and time with such burdens. I have accepted that my days of sporting bikinis are pretty much done and I will rock that one piece if I have to, because I have nothing to prove to anyone. In short – a whole lot less cares are now given all round for BS that is really of NO consequence in the grand scheme of things!
All I want is to be happy. I want to live my life and revel in the moments that DO actually matter. I want to surround myself with people who are on the same page as me and have discussions with them about how happy I am with the wisdom and where of my life right now and the fact that I am getting – yes… OLD, haha!
“There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Forget the bad and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who do not. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living.” ― José N. Harris
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Until next time...
Much Love from Country Bumpkinland, South Africa xxx
Jaynielea
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