Today’s Shopping.🥰

For some time I was thinking of going to the local market. Must buy household items. I could not go due to lack of money. How we lower middle class people deal with economic problems and control our needs, only another lower middle class person will understand. Can't help anyone with enough money, can't reach out to anyone for their needs. We suffer severely from low self-esteem.

After waiting for a long time, I went to the market today. My mother, aunt and two sons went with me. I went to a small market near Bassand, two and a half kilometers away from our house. Today I bought some household items. Two shops as well. Two shops belong to two brothers. Both look very similar. At first I was wrong to recognize.

Anyway, I went into the store to pick up the items. When my aunt came from home, she had planned to buy two RFL chairs for one thousand rupees. But after coming to the store and looking at many chairs, he couldn't find one he liked. My mother wanted to buy a chair. But bought two. What a strange thing, those who wanted to buy did not buy, and those who wanted bought. Only He knows what Allah Taala is writing down in someone's sustenance. Alhamdulillah.

I came with masala bowl, spoon, paps, shovel, five kg soybean oil and other small items. I bought everything one by one as per my plan. My two sons were being unduly annoying. take the toy After a few days there will be a fair in our village on the occasion of Waj Mahfil. There must be toys. Will not leave at all. So why spend unnecessarily here. Seeing their earnestness makes the head hot. I am in great tension. They don't want to understand anything.

• However, seeing so many items in the store is mind boggling. How much you need, how much you want to take. But I can't. Money has given the limit. what a strange world How many times do we think about spending a hundred bucks? I see how many people spend thousands of rupees carelessly. Then Alhamdulillah. How many people are suffering more than us. Alhamdulillah we are much better than that.

It was past noon to return home after shopping. I came and calculated how much money was spent. A total of Rs 2300 has been spent. Thinking of reducing the cost, it cost a lot. Didn't buy anything unnecessary. My elder son wanted to eat an orange thinking he was feeling bad, but could not take it as the fruit shop was closed. In the end, the mind was upset.