Unconditional Platonic Love.

love

I'm dying to have you in my arms
and that destroys my soul into pieces,
something between us will never be possible
although life is very unpredictable.
I've known you since I can remember,
Although over time you stole my heart,
The feeling was reciprocated in an instant,
but distance denied me from being your lover.
Today we live just a few meters away,
after my years in Spain and France,
and although I consider myself more mature,
Reality has hit me very hard.
From love to failure there is only one stumble,
You have a true gentleman at your side,
and no matter how much my soul shatters,
That you are happy and loved fills me with calm.
In my dreams I idealize everything I want,
walking by your side along the long path,
but in the end I always come back to reality
where that perfect situation is not true.
Things would have been very different,
but my future was on another continent,
when choosing the professional over the passionate
today you are my unconditional platonic love