Do You Want This Or Not?

And if things don't change after this, I swear I'm going to walk.

Because I don't know if you even want this anymore.

I've complained about the same thing for three years, but here I am screaming, hoping that this time it will be different.

Why do you never pick up your phone?

Disappear for hours and then leave me all alone.

I get that we both need our space and don't have to be around each other all day, but that is no excuse to not communicate.

It literally takes seconds to send a text message, but you choose to make it so complicated.

My grandmother replies faster than you and she's 88, so you really have no excuse why your replies are always late.

When we started, we were frequent and things were so much harder.

Now we're settled, but you're distant when things should be so much easier.

Do you want this to move forward or is there someone else?

If there is or you're tired, then just break it off yourself.

Why are we playing games when we're already together?

I swear it's like you all compete for the biggest douchebag.

I nag because the problem is never fixed.

Because I still love you and it feels like I'm the only one in the relationship.

I am trying to go back to how things used to be because I'm stupid enough to believe that what we have is worth it.