All these shots are taken along the road with my camera phone using no effects.
Some people say that it is better to have less friends but they are true to you than have lots but.. you know, are just there in good times but are no more when in trying times. That is why my true friends in that category are my parents and my Siblings with a special mention to my mother ad my other brother that had supported me right from the start, I mean when my life evolved into being like this... a chronic dialysis patient.
That is why I prayed that my brother would not "let me go", as in, as if he will tell me one day, "Ef this shit, I have my own life to live!", and although he will never say that, but definitely he will cut back his support for me. Thanks be to God before that happened, like he got married and prioritized raising his family, I am already somewhat earning money by then.
Those were before the Steemit years where I actually earned a bout a couple of thousands of Dollars and then bought some BTC, a refrigerator, and an LED TV which according to my father was not working anymore although the refrigerator still works but I want to replace it soon with a bigger one. Anyway, the site from which I earned the money paid via PayPal went away until I got exposed to Ponzi schemes and even BTC cloud-mining both of which I lost money.
However I was able to save some BTC which I am now saving for future use if God wills it to happen. Anyway, my point is that, had I was not able to help myself financially, then I could have been a soil right now, with bad-looking skeleton, which is why I wanted to get cremated when I die, if my parents would allow it rather than future people mocking how funny-looking my skull is.
But anyway, I realized how it is important to have people around you that cares about you. In my situation that I only have a small family group, it is hard for me to get help elsewhere because at the end of the day it is boils down to my own family that will end-up caring for me and not relatives or even my church (MCGI.org) although my church has orphanage (not that I want to go there), they all can only help much.
I am actually worried if one of my family members would "go away" because I would feel a big part of me would go away too, a sort of deep sadness will take effect because my family is the only thing that I have in this world and without them I will just be a "thing of no value" to other people.
It is the reason why I am praying to God to heal my mother's ailments and the rest of my family to be always safe from heavy sickness, accidents, and all that because nobody in this world could ever replace them. It is also the reason why I am trying hard to empower myself financially at least so that I can be able to survive at least physically when I will be left to fend and tend for myself.
Maybe I am just overthinking about it but the mercy and grace of God to my life had been also profound and it might be an evidence that my future will not be that bad after all. It is because the luck that I had received is "out of this world", for my lack of a better phrase about it and to this day it still fascinates me because my life is a mix of good and bad which is why I can't describe it as tragedy also is mixed-up with luck.
Photography device: Oppo A92
Camera Sensors: 48 MP Main Camera
Camera Mode: HDR
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