Unlike other people especially with a very difficult health condition like I have, I am not depressed, just frustrated and a bit sad that I can't ever do what other people can but I resigned to the fact that I just have to accept everything that had happened and will come into my life and be contented to what I have in life because again unlike other people I feel that I am really blessed and lucky for that matter because I find it unusual to happen in my life in a positive way.
I can enjoy my relative financial freedom unlike most people loving in this planet and not worry anymore about money and that is a rare occurrence which I bet you can agree, a thing that I only dreamed about years ago when I was just a penniless pauper, burning money that I don't have. Many people are also just dreaming to achieve what I had achieved, like for example having a savings in bank although t I don't have it but my savings are appreciating in value unlike with theirs or what they want, money in bank which devalues over time which is not good in many points.
Can I say that money makes me happy? It is just that it makes me feel secured and that what makes me happy because I am empowered now more than ever that at least I can have something to fall back on in cases of great need and it is indeed a dream come true for me and I can't ask for more because it all had worked out best for me in that aspect of my life and I thank God a million times over it because it is a miracle that it happened in my life as it washed all the feelings of uncertainty and despair although my health issue is rather, hopeless.
That is why it feels weird that I am still happy even clouds of doom and gloom covers my life like the clouds above this early January week of 2025 at the time of this writing thanks to the things that fell down in their proper places over the years that favored my existence. It all proved that God loves me because of many miracles that happened in my life from my health solution discoveries, unexplained health improvements, and financial freedom. But despite these sandwiches of impossible things that I had overcome to make me feel better now more than ever, I am still in high spirits and happy and cannot cry over even problems that other people would even take their own life with. Thanks be to God forever, Amen.