Buy back cheaper opportunities now, My high creatinine levels gives me nightmares, I want to do more

Bitcoin dump sale is a big gift to buy back lower particularly if we know what caused it.

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A whale is selling out its Bitcoin stash as I write this post, they had done that a few days ago which is why we are seeing long red candles on the downside across the charts and it is understandable because huge sells like this from a bog entity who holds BTC to use for their own ETF is beaten because of the high fees that they have compared to their competition. You can simply watch the explanation is some YouTube videos to make sense of what I am talking about abut that.

Well that is good because buyers are favored to buy cheaper Bitcoin and other Altcoins as of the moment because although falling prices tends to make people scared and almost automatically they want to exit their positions and sell-off their cryptos believing that prices would fall much lower. We must not do this kind of mindset because more often, we are at risk of losing money particularly if we happen to sell at the bottom of prices. You do not to think any of that when it comes to Bitcoin because BTC will always reach higher prices no matter what because again, of its fundamentals. This BTC dump is caused by a big ETF provider that calculated that they cannot compete any longer so they have to compromise the business or quit and pursue other business that will work with them.

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The opportunity to start over again and ride the price appreciation is at play now because you wouldn't really buy when the prices are soaring.

What we should be doing is to buy more cryptos particularly if we are given the opportunity to do it in the Bull market, in this case Bitcoin is already in the Bullish phase of its cycle which is why we have to grab the opportunity to buy if we have the means necessary in doing it. But more often, we already had bought in during the past months or even years and there is no more way to buy more because of the reason of no more money to use for Capitalizing if not the cryptos that we can sell also had dropped in value.

Now, since the value of cryptos had gone down, it is one great opportunity to buy back because of the relatively cheaper prices. It is a very good idea in my opinion because we already know that reason why Bitcoin in particular had "dumped" and this BTC dump on the markets will of course not go on forever and eventually will stop. The force of demand is just temporary plus the fact that we are in the bull market, the price will just continue to move on to higher prices until it reaches the predicted price which we are all anticipating. We can still gain even if we only wait and it is not long wait for the reason that the BTC halving will happen in April considering that time goes by so fast.

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Price volatility is our friend although when cheaper prices are here, we tend to have no more Stable coins or cash to make use of it.

My high creatinine makes nightmares

What I feel inside me is fashioning nightmares when I sleep.

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The way I get my dialysis now is so much different than before, it comes with a much intense thirst level which is why I am getting backlogs of unwithdrawn fluids which if continued will in turn give me problems with my breathing. The reason is that of course those fluids will get collected in my lung and thereby reducing my lung's capacity to draw air in. So you see, it is my situation right now considering that I am getting a thrice-weekly dialysis treatment. I thought that I would feel much better if I would opt-in for a more frequent dialysis session but it is a fact now that it didn't do anything. Right now I am like grasping for air even at rest and my overall well-being is really down and it is down so much that I do not want to eat anything at all this day at the time of this writing. As of now too, I am getting nightmares due tot he fact that that what I feel inside is reflecting in my dreams because my breathing issues is affecting my heart and it produces dreams that are intense and terrifying and so it calls for changes in my side for the way I would have to adapt and cope for this low-quality dialysis that I am having .

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I hope that I will not be a mortality statistic soon because of this quality of dialysis that is making me feel unwell.

Now I am trying to drink less fluids than usual because the backlog will just build-up fluids in my lungs. Because of that I am not totally free to consume fluids like what I am expecting and it does affect the way I eat too. I am also seeing that the more frequent your dialysis is, at least here in my dialysis clinic, the more they would cut back the quality of your sessions. Also because of that I will just revolutionize the way I am consuming foods and would cut back my protein intake although I am not getting enough of it because of my inability to have a much better appetite. Now I know that my bad appetite is coming from my low quality dialysis, I do think that things will not change in that regard. I can say that because of my experience of getting dialysis treatment from the hospital in Manila in April last year when I have to fix my AVF graft, the dialysis quality over there is so much better because of course I felt it. It is so much better that I was able to sleep during my treatment but the difference of having a much better appetite afterwards is the reason why I am saying that my current treatment quality is very bad.

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Changing my diet is the one that I can do in order to make me feel better and it has to be different and more strict an ever.

I will be forced to revolutionize my diet differently now and make it sure that I will not be eating more proteins everyday. I might cut my protein intake to just maybe one matchbox size per day because I am not getting cleaned much of it. This is a very hard thing to do because of course it will make me feel like I am always in a survival mode and not living normally at all even though my self-proposed diet will just consist of low protein but high in nutrients coming from a powdered Moringa leaf and honey or sugar. I am a very patient person and I will try the best that I can to surpass this long length of suffering. For one thing I will have to adapt more which should not be the case but it is the issue that I must solve in order to see the light of many days with the mercy of God.

I want to do more but I can't

It is very frustrating to realize that even if I would struggle, it won't matter because of the bogger circumstances in my life that bars me in doing what I want and sometimes what I needed to do to achieve a more meaningful life.

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It is very weird if not too much frustrating that I am held back by circumstances for what additional things I want to do with my life. I am just stuck at home with my parents which should not be the case because of my physical limitations. That is why the feelings of fear, frustration, and loneliness to name a few would hot me from time to time particularly if it is coupled with what I feel inside my body. At least now I am not suffering from pain but there are many things seems to be very more awfully terrible than pain like being nauseated all the time and difficulty in breathing to name a couple. It is actually the real reason I cannot do anything much in my life because for one thing, a person should have the clear mind, better feeling inside and out, and physical strength in order to work and be more productive in their lives and I do not have those qualities.

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My life seems to be programmed to be blocked to every sides of achieving normal happiness, but in reality, it is.

The imbalances in my body is now influencing my mind, it makes me to feel unmotivated and it shows on the frequency of the posts that I make although I am making it sure that I must produce a post every two to three days with regards to my hobby/work in the niche of blockchain social media so that I can turn my day into a more productive one. Although in the earning side I am comparatively doing well for an individual with disabilities, I still wanted to try newer things like setting-up an online shop or maybe gardening where I know that the vegetables which I will produce for example will already have a market because here in my country we do not have a lot of vegetable varieties to be made into many vegetable dishes which I guess is a disaster because the same food is always served in people's homes and from the Carinderias all over the country. I would have been more of a disaster if Spanish culinary didn't enter our country because it would mean a lesser diversity of food served in the table.

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Going out to venture on things may it be for business or pleasure is out of the question, I cannot do them physically.

That is my situationer report for my life, these barriers that I am facing will not change, maybe also in the far future because the circumstances are not changing or going away and I must also prepare for that. My way of living is not really interesting as many people really do not want to do something about me. What maybe I can do now is to make the best of what I am currently doing and then enjoying its fruits as soon as I can. My daily investing work will soon pay-off with the mercy of God and thanks to the birth of Cryptos I was able to rise-up and help myself financially without the financial help of other people which in fact I do not want to bother because life is already hard and I do not want to be a dead-weight to drag people considering the weight of the burdens that I am shouldering right now.

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Now I will just have to focus on what is fitting for me to do and to do it better so that maybe in the near future it will be my instrument to make my life better in many ways for as long as blockchain social media exists with the mercy of God.